Thinking...

Thinking... thinking... thinking...

Thinking is good, right?

Although maybe not this thinking.

I'm rethinking the whole surgery thing.

Not totally... just... for right now.

I don't think I can do it right now.

I don't think I'm ready.

I think that maybe in a year or so I should go back to it.

I think this is why I've fallen "off the wagon"... I just haven't wanted to admit it.